I'd be Lying if I Told You Losing You is Something I can Handle...

What if one day you woke up. Everything was perfect in your life in every aspect. Then you get the horrifying news that your life, your air was going to be 800 miles away perminently. These are the words I've been regretting to hear for a long time now. Knowing that this person is the one solid rock keeping those words from hitting is a thin rope. Things have been so hard. So hard to go day to day without thinking at the end it could be one of our last days together. I have to be strong,,,for you, because you need the best anyone could give you and you need to be 100% happy. Stability will make that happen and I know right now that's not really an option. The thought scares me more than anything. Knowing that there's that chance distance could set a barrier between our worlds that will slowly grow until nither can get to the other side to escape the darkening corners. Those corners haunt my very being. Numerous dreams have left me in the dark, tear streaked, and alone. Nowhere to look. No one to understand. No one I would even have the strength to burden them with my fears of the what ifs...