Thursday, February 26, 2009

Looking From the Outside


Can I help not to feel left out?
Half the time I can't even guess what they're talking about.
They never want to share, so I just pretend I don't care.
I laugh it off for the most part.
But after so much, I can't defend my heart.
Eventually I'll just give up and let them win.
Because I'll always just be an outsider looking in.
At first it was merly a shrug followed by 'friend'
But it's so hard to belive that and pretend
That she has no feelings and doesn't wish
That I would move on and give her a chance
To take my place and savor a dance
He doesn't seem to have a clue
How do I even begin to give him a hint?
When I'm just an outsider looking in.
So I guess until I can sort through the mess
I'll just hold it all in and act my best
For it's probably just a trick of the mind
Something everyone else leaves behind.
What is there to do, but sit and wait.
Even if it gets to the point and it's too late.
Then I remember as look again...
I'm on the outside looking in.

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Nature is where I like to be, the calm breeze, tall grasses, just the calm silent beauty helps me escape.
I say whats on my mind, so you'll have to deal with my sometimes random frankness.
My life is far from perfect but nobody's is, if they say it is, they're lying to themselves
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