What can I honestly say, my life's a task in its self. Everyday's a new adventure. Sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes wrong, sometimes right, sometimes up, sometimes down. I never know where it will take me, and maybe it's for the best. I guess the one possitive outcome is that I never get bored with where I am. When I wake up every morning, it's like getting on a new ride all over. Right now I guess you could say I'm going down one of the steep hills, just before the gut wrenching twist. Not knowing for sure how it's going to be,,,whether I'll love it or hate it. I know one thing, I'd hold the record for the world's greatest roller coaster ride.I don't even have emotion right now. You could say I'm just on the ride for the bragging rights. How can I feel anything anymore when I've grown so cold to this repeating cycle that always ends the same way? With the same result of being ok. Maybe I just put myself on auto pilot because I'm tired of feeling everything inside ripped to peices and can't put the effort in to fix it anymore. I don't want to give up, but one person can only take so much right? I guess that's why my life is the world's greatest ride...
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